Perfect I Am Not
Hey it has been a very hard week. I have been having chest pains and almost passing out. I had to have a CT of my heart on Friday. When I am in there getting it, my dad doesn’t like when other people have things wrong so when I was getting the test he had to throw a fit. I know it is his dementia but it is so stressful. I have absolutely not time for me. I try to go outside when Mom and Dad are taking a nap and the second I do Dad has to call me to get up and come out too. I would just like five seconds to breath.
I saw my uncle over the weekend and he was still not helping. He said it is my burden to carry. I don’t consider them a burden at all. I just think that people have things that would help and it is just rotting away from lack of use. I hope my pain goes away and I feel better. I wish that i had some respite. I try and call senior services about Medicaid and I can’t get them to call back. I try to get things done but with no help.
My sister went back to work so i have my nephew all the time. How can I get a second to myself?