18 Days Since I Lost the Love of My Life

Janet

18 Days Since I Lost the Love of My Life

Janet
imageI know this a caregiving support group but I hate to find a new group for grieving.

I have had lots of doctors appointments for myself this week and am seeing a financial planner. Every time I see one, the doctor will refer me to another one. And the appointments keep coming. They still haven't figure why I am losing weight. Some people would mind but I am at 104 so they have concerns.

My life is different and I know there will be more. I just have an emptiness in my heart right now. I look for John but he isn't here. I try to make plans but I can't keep my thought together. I look at my hubby in my picture but I can't believe he is gone. My mother understands but it still doesn't register. Okay, I wrote enough for today.

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Hussy

Janet, thank you for letting us know how you are doing. Please keep blogging. We're all here for you.

jan

Thank you for taking the time out of your day, Janet, and letting us know how you are doing. We're here for you. Caregiving never goes away in your heart; we won't either.

lookingheavenward

Janet, I am so sorry for your loss, I can't even imagine.

LilMagill

Janet, I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I remember when my dad died, all the adjustments my mom had to make. Take care and keep letting us know how you're doing.

Andrea

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Pray and thank God for blessing you with a wonderful husband to spend some of your days on earth with. What an incredible gift, compared to many who never find the love of their life. I will be praying for God to comfort you, especially through this first year of your immense loss.

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