My Fears About Leaving Dad Alone

Linda

My Fears About Leaving Dad Alone

Linda
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I've been at dad's home for six weeks now, helping to rebuild mom's flower beds and helping dad to downsize the house. My husband arrived last week to help keep dad company, because much of my time is taken up with gardening, with rooting around in the attic, and at work -- I work from whatever "home" I happen to be in at any given moment as a writer.

Now it's time to head back to my own home, and I'm taking some time to battle my fears about leaving dad alone. The best way to overcome my fears is to write about them, so here I go...

  • Dad is 84, but he's out fishing this morning. He's mobile, but he's learning that he has new physical limits that he may not overcome. Simple things, like walking uphill. Fortunately, his house is all on one level, so he can get around at home as long as he doesn't lose his balance. He tends to lose his balance when he's tired. I can only hope that he'll go to bed when he's tired instead of pushing himself too hard.

  • Unfortunately, dad wanted to eliminate the family cell phone. He's not tech-savvy, and that phone drove him nuts. Now, I have to find a solution for him to use if he's out and about and something happens to the car (he still drives very well).

  • I also want to find a solution for him to use at home if he falls or hurts himself and can't get to the land line. That's a worry that can be eliminated with the right solution. Any suggestions?

  • Dad has trouble with short-term memory loss, thanks to a severe heart attack he had at age 60. But, he's learned how to keep lists to remember what he needs. No need to worry here.

  • Dad's defibrillator hasn't acted up since December 2012. The medications he's taking now are working for him. He always writes his appointments down on the calendar and never misses them. No need to worry about this issue.

  • Dad's bladder cancer remains in remission, and his next appointment is in three months. The only issue to worry about here is infection, but dad knows what to do about that -- he never hesitates to call the doc when he's bothered by infections. And, he seems to handle the antibiotics well so far.

  • Dad likes his alone time, so I'm happy that we'll provide him with this luxury. Plus, we plan to return for two weeks over the holidays. That plan gives dad six weeks alone, which is a goodly amount of time to see how he does on his own. We're only an eight-hour drive away, so we can return if he needs us.


I usually worry more before I leave and as I'm leaving. Once we get down the road a ways, my fears tend to fade. I think distance can help ease my fears, because those miles tend to mitigate the issues. For the moment, I want to be grateful that dad can be alone for a few weeks. I'm sure that this "alone time" will come to an end soon enough for us both. Mom's death was hard on dad, but I can't worry about the future. Today is all we have.

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Denise

Hi--It occurred to me that a blog post <a href=\"http://www.caregiving.com/members/janshriver/\" rel=\"nofollow\">@janshriver</a> wrote last month may help you continue in the direction you're going. I just love how you're working through this with your dad.\r\n\r\nHere's Jan's post: http://www.m40.siteground.biz/~caregiv6/2014/09/an-insurance-policy-for-the-big-one/

Linda

Hey Pegi -- I just talked with dad briefly tonight about a pendant. He was defensive at first about wearing it, but I told him it was something he could use if he was outside and -- say -- broke his ankle and couldn't get to the house. He became very interested at that point. I think he'll be ok for a few weeks, and we'll get him set up over the holidays with something -- He really like the pendant idea, and I like the fact that he wouldn't have to take it off. That way he won't forget it!\r\n\r\nThanks for your thoughts -- I think we're all ready for a little time apart, even though it isn't easy to part.

EllysGdaughter

Elly has the Life Alert system that she has access to. Her son is the one who was able to convince her so that he didn't worry about her as much when we were at work. The buttons can withstand going through the washing machine and dryer and will be replaced for free if they stop working for any reason. Elly got really upset once when she realized they had gone through the wash and insisted they be replaced. I am not sure if she still carries around the pendant nor if she would remember if she falls but it is there. We pray that she will be able to use it when she needs. FYI: She has used it once for when she fell outside - we were home and were able to keep the system from calling paramedics which is what we try to avoid. It worked very well and they are very professional!

jan

We chose Bay Alarm Medical for my mom. Please contact me if you want more specifics. It comes with a pendant you can wear on the wrist or around the neck and then the big red button on the box. My mom was never into the pendant, and now can't use the phone at all. So we have talked about it and hopefully if she needs it (because something has happened to me and I can't help her) she will remember to hit the Big Red Button. That's about as simple as it gets.

Linda

Hey Cathy! Yep -- I figured dad would have to be on board for the Life Alert thingie to work properly. I'll learn more about it first to see if it's something appropriate for him. He forgets to turn the night light on, so another item to remember might be too much. We'll see. Thanks for your input!\r\n\r\nCheers,\r\nLinda

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