One of THOSE Days


One of THOSE Days

morningToday sucks... in fact I should have stayed in bed except for the fact I'd still feel like today sucks and would have horrible bed head.

Today is July 1st, which is Canada Day for me and a day off work. It also means that tomorrow is July 2nd and that is D-day for us. The letter from the lawyer to Mike's insurance company will be going out in regard to the company ending his disability payments. It feels like I am limbo at this time because we have money going out, but just what I make coming back in. We are still waiting to see if he qualifies for government disability payments which we applied for in February as well our tax returns which were also filed in February.

Today I want to sit in a corner and cry. Cry because of the stress, cry because of the anxiety and cry because I'm not tough enough not to cry.

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I've had that same sinking feeling in the past, when I had no idea how we could afford to keep on living. But amazingly, it has always been resolved eventually. I know it doesn't make you feel any better at the time. But if you feel a good cry coming, welcome it. It's not a requirement, but still a good release of some of the stress. I feel for ya'!


Hi Chris--I totally agree: It sucks. Let us know how you do today. We're thinking of you.


(((Hugs)))\r\nThere's a quote that goes, \"People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.\"\r\nYou've earned those tears. They're cleansing and healing, even when they feel absolutely awful.\r\nI'm keeping my fingers crossed for stress relief for you both.


Chris, Cry.....I've done quite a bit of that over the past year and it can be soothing. And, hang in there. As my cousin told me not long ago, when one door closes, another one opens. The Universe will not leave you comfortless. Stay well, Bob