So Scared for the Road Ahead

Megan

So Scared for the Road Ahead

Megan
So, I hope I found the right place to get support.

My grandfather has dementia and he lives at home with nurses and my grandmother. My grandmother and my mother have been my grandfather's primary caregivers, I suppose. I'm worried about the stress that it is causing them and I know that they feel like they have only me and one another to talk to about how they feel. My grandfather has been having bad day after bad day lately. He is sexually inappropriate with his nurses and if he isn't slightly sedated then he is angry, paranoid and inconsolable.

This doesn't feel like the grandpa that I grew up with and. I get scared every time before I see him now. I feel terrible admitting that.