The Beginning!!

Tina Duncan

The Beginning!!

Tina Duncan
(Editor's Note: We welcome Tina, who cares for her husband, to our blogging team today. You can connect with Tina on her profile page: @tina101270.)

thunderstorm-567678_640Last Friday I found out my husbands cancer is bad really bad!! Lung cancer that is now taking over his body. How can this be? We just found out he had cancer three weeks ago!! We haven't even got to see an oncologist yet!!

I am so shocked, devastated, hurt, mad, angry, sad, confused.. What the hell am I supposed to do??? This is soooo wrong!!!!

Today we get the biopsy results. I guess we get to find out what kind of cancer will take his life. This is really stupid!!! We were already told this is inoperable this is terminal!! You have four to six months!! So then leave us alone!! Stop putting our family through all this!!!

My son hides from us. He doesn't want to hear it. He was there last Friday. He heard it all, he knows. Dylan is 15; he's my youngest. I guess I have to have a sit down with him tonight. I have to be strong. I should never have to have this talk with him!!! What a bunch of crap!!!

Let me tell you about my husband. He can fix anything. He loves to fix everything, even the kids' cheap toys from the ice cream man. He's goofy. He always makes me laugh, even when I mad at him he seems to pull a smile out of me. He loves to make me mad. For what ever reason he thinks I'm funny when I'm mad. Gary loves to shop. I hate shopping! We have a good marriage, we get along great. We have been married for 15 years, been together 20 years!!

Well let's see what today holds!!! It is just the beginning of my nightmare.

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