This Too Shall Pass!

Bridget

This Too Shall Pass!

Bridget
My All Star

It's gotten to the point that I have to classify our needs. I just want to cry! How do you decide what need is greater than others?

I would have to say that shelter and food are at the top of the list. Yet when the meter for the lights alerts you that you have less than a day of credit left, the others seem far less important. Than there is medicine, I hate to say it but I tend to go without mine so that we survive. I know that at the end of the day God will provide he always does. Yet, it's hard not to worry while I wait.

I feel bad that I am not doing a better job providing for my family right now. I can not provide my son with all the tools that he needs right now and it is taking a toll on me. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I am sharing this with you because I don't want to lay this stress on my husband's shoulders. He tries so hard to be a great provider. To be honest I am not a woe is me person yet, I find this group to be a safe place that I can temporarily let down my 20 feet high, platinum walls and spew out everything that I am holding in.

Some of you may be reading this thinking that my life really isn't that bad and to be honest you are right! I know that there are many people out there that have far less and plates much fuller than mine. I know that this is only a season and seasons do not last. Now that I have a better perspective I will pull up my big girl panties, lace up my oh-sh*t boots and praise God for all the gifts in my life.

For I know this too shall pass!!!

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