Up and Down

LeatherLady64

Up and Down

LeatherLady64
I seem to be on this constant Teeter Totter of decisions. Do I let him feed himself, or do I help? Do we stay in the camper close to my Dad, or move into a house 5 miles away? Do I let him sit in the wheelchair and be mobile, or let him use the walker for added exercise? Do I keep him doped up so he does not become aggressive, or do I keep it at a minimum so he can be alive? Do I wake him up early and give him a nap, or do I just let him sleep? This is a constant for me. There is no right or wrong answer.

Remember when we were kids and we would sit on the Teeter Totter, going up and down, up and down. Then someone jumps off while you are in the up position. Yep, that is what I am afraid of if I make the wrong decision.